choose

Sometimes people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons, but they know that things will get worse if they stay.

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but right now.. I don’t know what to choose.

I’m selfish? no, I’m protecting my heart..

:(

sudah bulan agustus.

tahun 2011.

cepet banget waktu berjalan…

cuma waktu yang berjalan… kalo aku? ya aku masih begini2 aja..

*mulai galau*

actually,I hate this year, banyak hal yang bikin aku ngerasa sedih.

banyak…

banyak kenyataan2 yang ga aku harepin terjadi di tahun ini.

banyak orang yang aku sayang pergi, jauh, ngecewain, ngebohongin, bahkan ada juga nyakitin…

banyak hal-hal yang bikin aku ragu sama apa yang selama ini aku yakinin..

sampe aku kadang ngerasa this is too hard! dan sebenernya sih suka capek sendiri kalo mau mikirin semuanya.

yah, but life must go on..

hello

baru inget aku punya blog ini, pas dibuka dan baca2 tulisan aku yang lama, jadi ketawa2 sendiri.. hahaha, seriously.. malu maluin banget.. makanya sebaiknya post-an yang lama norak itu diapus2in aja :p

well, sudah lama blog ini ga pernah aku buka, bahkan mungkin sudah terlupakan..

karena mungkin ga banyak orang yang tau kalo aku punya blog ini.. hahahah

well, that’s great, so I can write anything I want , anything in my mind.. dan semoga ga ada yang baca

ya ya ya… hello again my old blog, nanti kapan2 aku cerita2 sama kamu ya

Falling,,Drowning,,then Dead…

Anggep aja begini…

 

Aku ga tau kamu, kamu ga tau aku…

Aku ga kenal kamu, kamu ga kenal aku…

Aku ga pernah ketemu kamu, kamu ga pernah ketemu aku…

Aku ga pernah ngobrol sama kamu, kamu ga pernah ngobrol sama aku…

Aku ga pernah deket sama kamu, kamu ga pernah deket sama aku…

Aku ga pernah pergi bareng kamu, kamu ga pernah pergi bareng aku…

Aku ga pernah curhat sama kamu, kamu ga pernah curhat sama aku…

Aku ga pernah inget kamu, kamu ga pernah inget aku…

Aku ga pernah sayang kamu, kamu ga pernah sayang aku…

Aku ga peduli sama kamu, kamu ga peduli sama aku…

 

Ya, anggep aja begitu…

Jadi lupain aja…

Kalo emang maunya begitu dan lebih baik begitu…

“Realize”

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is, crashing down on in…
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you…

But I can’t spell it out for you,
No, it’s never gonna be that simple
No, I can’t spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now…

Take time to realize,
I’m on your side
Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you…
Take time to realize,
This all can pass you by…
Didn’t I tell you…

But I can’t spell it out for you,
No, it’s never gonna be that simple
No, I can’t spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And we’ll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now…

It’s not always the same
No it’s never the same
If you don’t feel it to…
If you meet me half way,
If you would meet me half way,
It could be the same for you…

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And we’ll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder…

Just realize what I just realized

Teardrop

“Teardrop”

Love, love is a verb
Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Nine night of matter
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Fearless on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Stumbling a little

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